En Reverie
Anastasia. Seattle. My life, music I love, and photographs.A lattitude
Darkest night
Water deep
You wade into it
A light that can’t
A light that failed
Am I one heartbeat away from receiving a damaging shock to my life
And believing that love was a cost worth a witness and seeing a larger machine?
I’m just so tired, I’m tired. I’m SO tired. I should be more grateful but all I want to do is drop everything sometimes. Where is my motivation and drive to do well? What am I learning right now that I actually need for what I want to do? Sometimes I feel like there’s nothing but of course it’s important to get your degree, but really? No one ever taught me how to take a photo, I improved my own skills. I learned that on my own. I really can’t stand school, it never was my thing. I’m tired of taking these meaningless “required” classes that have nothing to do with my degree. I feel myself slipping more and more everyday, but I will finish. Just one more year, I’m going to trudge on. But right now I’m complaining so much and I really don’t care because I’m so tired and its 6 in the morning and I’m fucking drained. Ugh, but I actually do care. There’s so many people that can’t go to school and now I feel like an ungrateful asshole.
Goodnight, I mean Goodmorning
Frightened eyes
Looking back at me
Change your mind
Don’t leave with out me
Frightened eyes
But I know what I want
I know it’s behind me
Lying on my back,
I heard music,
Felt unsure & catastrophic,
Had to tell myself it’s only music,
It blows my mind,
But it’s like that.
A woman in the moon is singing to the earth
